when goin hm from work, i recieve the call tt i dont want to hear.
5.09pm, my aunty called n said my parents are in hospital.
they are nt comin hm 2nite.
i'm lost. i duno wad to do. i keep askin wad happen
my mum only said accident.
i'm scared to go visit them. i'm really scared.
sounds like my aunts are all there.
& IM REALLY SCARED TO GO.
i nv even talk to my dad.
my mum also didnt say much
she only said they need my dad ic &
he'll be stayin in hospital for some time!
GOD PLEASE GUARD OVER MY DAD.
I WANT MY DAD TO BE HEALTHY.
THERES SO MUCH THING I HAVT DONE WITH U DADDY!
i think my dad is in coma but pls tell me i'm wrong.
BUT NOW MY AUNT ASK ME TO CONTACT MY UNCLES!
do i have to do tt? y is everything gettin so serious?
my parents are too old to handle this esp my dad
& they have nt done wrong but y is this happenin to them.

tears started rolling down when im in the train.
i tried to clam myself down.
but it only gt worse when i reach hm i totally broke down.
theres so much thing i duno.
i dun wan to be alone!
theres no1 i can trust!
theres no1 i can turn to!
i dun wan my phone to ring again!
i dun wan an unknown no to call me!
i dun wan to go anywhere.
i'll be fine at hm!
though its the first time but i'll feel more at ease at hm.
im scared but if u throw me in an unfamilar environment,
izzit tt even worst?!

suddenly i feel so lonely & its so cold!
i cant stop myself from cryin
i cant stop my mind from runnin wild.
now im very scared when my phone ring!
fear, sorrow & pain is the last thing i want.

DADDY MUMMY I WANT U ALL TO BE AT MY SIDE!
I WANT A HAPPY FAMILY OF 3 4EVER & EVER!
GOD PLEASE IM BEGGING U!
BRING MY HEALTHY DAD & MUM BACK!