its been really tough these few days!
n now i finally manage to release all my emotions!
yes it means im cryin non stop nw while typin this
i cant stop thinkin bout us
ever since u told me yr tots tt nite.
those words have been in my mind every single min.
i nv knew this could be so difficult.
i cant help but keep thinkin bout us.
y did u still feel tt way?
izzit becos nw u dun feel the same way bout me?
izzit cos the feelin is fadin w/i u?
i dun wan to talk to u the matter
cos i dun wan keep harpin on it
n i dun wan to give u extra pressure!
nw i realise hw scared m i tt u will leave me.
tt u will wan to put an end to everything!
i keep tellin myself tt its gonna be ok
everything will be fine
i need to trust u i ned to give u more time
but i didnt work i still cant stop thinkin
those negative tots jus cant stop comin to me

i really dun wan u to put an end to us.
i really dun wan.
im very scared every single sec.
i cant imagine my life w/o u!
i tried all sort of ways to stop thinkin bout it
but i failed big time!
the tot of u leaving jus scares me big time
n nw i everything seems so unimportant to me
even my studies, my closest fren
all those things tt i use to hold them close to my heart de.

what m i suppose to do nw?
my world suddenly jus turn black.